To Idilia,

I really wish I could have apologized in person. Regret is a weight that doesn’t lighten with age. I know this is probably falling upon deaf ears, but I never lied and I never cheated. If you knew the truth, you would probably understand, and hopefully hate me a little less. While I never lied or cheated, I also didn’t treat you as well as I should have, and for that I am truly sorry. I could easily point out that it’s just the way I was raised, but in reality, that’s a reason, not an excuse. And that’s on me. That’s my burden now. My only wish is for the chance to say: I’m sorry.